If you post, they will come (erm... read and maybe.. comment)

So, that whole angsty thing I did the other night.  Ignore it.  I haven't been sleeping well at all.  3 or 4 hours, here and there when/if I have the time and when/if my body decides to let me rest.  I've gotta tell ya'... it ain't fun.  I have a salon appointment today (mani and a massage) and I'm going to have to post pone it because I'm so tired I don't feel fit to drive.  (and.. this is a horrible development in the world of Alice.  This girl LOVES her pampering sessions!) 

Anyway.. I'm here.  And, I'm making a small attempt at posting on a regular basis.  Maybe, if I continue, people wills start waving back at me every once in awhile.  And.. oh well.. if they don't, I have it all down for posterity.

xoxo

... I can't even talk about it....

to anyone

for the first time in over 5 years, I feel completely alone

Sitting here watching the Duggar's so that the tears streaming down my face don't seem out of sorts.  Just waiting for everyone to go to bed so that I can medicate and do the same